It seems the reason for the craziest things I do are bands I want to see. Like I'm now really desperate to go to two festivals. I don't even care how very much I'm not someone for festivals!

Muse will play Origin of Symmetry (generally considered their best album and in my personal ranking it's a close second after Absolution) at Reading and Leeds! That alone is enough reason not to miss it. Unfortunately some of those songs will be played for the last time at those two festivals, so that's another reason to be there.

I tried my best to talk my sister into coming with me (because I can't go alone, it would be disastrous), I would pay for tickets, flights, everything. Seriously, I don't give a fuck what it costs, I wanna go! But I couldn't convince her :o(. Not even when I decided just Reading would be enough. I asked a friend and she said no, too. I think I need to accept that I won't be able to go ;__;. And then, when the festivals are happening, I will send my sister a text (most likely ALL CAPS with lots of exclamation points!!!!!!) for every single song that I would hear live if I were there, MUAHAHAHAHA!