Yesterday everything was fine and I was superconfident that finalproblem's wonderful fixing theory about Sherlock 3x03 would turn out to be true. I mean, it really does make so much sense! Something that can't be said about S3 so far. When you look at Lazarus, isn't The Reichenbach Fall's "That's what you do, when you sell a big lie: you wrap it up in the truth to make it more palatable." coming to mind? Well, and even if finalproblem's theory doesn't turn out to be true, I thought, I'd still always have it to think back to and be happy about.

Today I'm feeling all pessimistic and hopeless, thinking about all the things that could happen to make 3x03 a terrible disappointment. And I just wanted to make a post showing off the new icon I made, in case I won't get to use it anymore. It really fits the first part of this post!
Yeah so, I'm wallowing in dread today, wondering if we'll finally get a proper case episode this season. I'm being completely convinced that Lazarus is actually true and they actually ruined Jim's story and what little we got to see of Moran is all we'll ever get. Or what if they somehow string us along into S4 with the Reichenbach thing? And even though finalproblem's wonderful theory won't go away, it won't be canon and I'll forever by sad about what could have been.

Is my anxiety disorder showing? I wish this show wouldn't mean so fucking much to me!