But for some reason it takes too much effort. I'm in that phase again where I start writing comments and abort them, because I can't get it worded right or what I have to say feels just too fucking banal to actually post. I can't scrape together the bits and pieces of info I want in an entry, so usually I don't even bother starting to write.

In other (possibly somewhat related) news: A while ago I quit my antidepressant and the withdrawal has turned my emotions up to 11. If anything is slightly moving, I'll tear up. That part is okay. What's really annoying, though, is that I'm now very easily frustrated by the stupidest shit!

And it's not just any episode, it's the fucking finale! And yet my Life on Mars rewatch has priority. That's because I'm finally making progress, due to postponing the icon-making part until after the rewatch. So now it's every day an ep, unless I have something real-lifey planned (thanks to cap making, watching one episode can take up a whole day). And LoM isn't just the priority so I get the rewatch finished, it's also because now it's an obsession. I really, really love this show and it hit me again full force during 2x04.

But now it's almost over again, so I have decided to rewatch Ashes to Ashes to counter the withdrawal. I can even fit that in my day without losing any time! Because I won't be capping or writing reviews (see lifein1973's rewatch tag for the latter) I can watch while I'm on the crosstrainer.

Anyway, I can't believe I'm putting off the Orphan Black finale! Never thought that would happen. On the other hand, I'm scared of any more characters getting killed off, so that probably helps me avoid the ep. It's planned for tomorrow, though. I can do it! I'm expecting a happy ending over all ...you know, except for the potential deaths.