I've come to the conclusion that I should get myself a laptop (not that I'll be able to afford it this year or even next). In case of computer problems it would come in handy and also every time I travel. And right now it would too. Because I'd like to sit on my balcony, but I can't take the whole computer with me.

Not that I have time to sit on the balcony and surf the interwebs. There's stuff I should be doing! Vacation-preparation stuff. And other things I have to do before I leave. AND YET! And yet I can't get myself to do it. Because then I'd go into panic mode again.

The last days I've been flailing on and off about this trip. The good and also bad thing is that I kept thinking about hopefully meeting Andrew Scott. Because all the time there are people in Tumblr's AS tag posting about how they crossed his path. And here's my chance. A chance that doesn't come often, since I'm not in London very often. The good thing about this is that by focussing on hopefully meeting Andrew, I didn't freak out about the Muse concerts and anything that could possibly go wrong there. But the bad thing is that I'm now really obsessed with the idea of getting to meet Andrew. So obsessed, that I'm worried that I'll be disappointed by this whole trip, if I don't meet him. Though the logical part on my brain keeps trying to remind me that the concerts should make the trip worthwhile.